*inhale.... exhale*
sighe. today was fun though. had a lot to talk about with vee, had a nice lunch at the forbidden restaurant that sells seafood in a pan *coughcoughhackcough*.
did a whole lot of cd browsing, saw a few things that i wanted but couldn't afford :'<
i want the new zero 7 album lahhh.... sampled a few albums here and there, i think rilo kiley is good, jenny lewis sounds a little like alanis morissette, dont you think? though its not something i would want to play in the car. my mom would say it's 'bising'...still. im in love with portions for foxes though... but i won't dl anymore than i already have! call me kental or what have you, but im trying not to dl anymore so i shall call it a sin! hahahaha. ass.
and i want live at java joe's but obviously, i can't get it here unless i order, which i dont even know if the service is really good or not and if it's pricey to write special requests from hmv.
sighe.... my mom does not aprove of her future ex-son in law #2. she does not think he is good looking. she thinks his voice is penyet. no worries though. i will still go for my future ex-husband #1. you can see how he looks like at my links.
did you know that there's a certain species of sea slug that is only 6 inches long, but has a penis which stretches to about 32 inches?!
kindom hearts 2 rocks btw. i love love love roxas. poor baby, he has no heart. but it's ok because he has a gorgeous redhead for a boyfriend <333
+ the lovers, the dreamers and me -
ever done that? well if it is a yes, then hey, high-five. it doesn't feel too good does it?
i need a buddy who's avoiding somebody like the plague right now :(
in the end, i am a coward and i will do the cowardly thing. i will not be brave, because i simply cannot find the strength or courage to stab someone right in the chest.
ok what i mean is that i need to tell someone something very terrible, but i don't have the guts that i always thought that i had, to tell the person face to face.
thus i shall be a jerk. i shall be a coward. and not tell face to face but by other means in which i do not need to see or hear or say anything more.
im going to be a person i'd normally despise. haha. but now that i've stepped into her shoes, i dont think i despise her as much as before. call me a hypocrite, but i understand now, how people hide behind e-mails and text messages to drop bombs on or deal blows or completey crush someone like a cockroach.
ah, technology. another one of my first loves. hmm, i just realised how the song "Some of Us" by Starsailor really kind of sums up what i'm feeling right now. listen to it, it's a really good song.
on a better note, my parents got for me this rockin pair of red sports sandals and they look really nice. love the shade of red, it looks good on my feet with my new pair of jeeny jeans! yay...
and dearest Zachary David Alexander Efron, you are my true love whom i shall never have but shall have in my dreams and head and computer. finally, someone who has boyish good looks and really, IS A BOY, of 19 years, not a 30-something year old who looks young or a much too young, much too good looking for his age kid of an age which would consider my love pedophilic.
sighe. kill me or gasp or anything you want but he is too beautiful for me to shut up about him.
oh and to my absolute absolute HORROR, an acoustic version of pdth has been released on radio. i am very much sadded, and i might just die if i chance upon really horrendous renditions of the song coming out of the mouths of any mat/minah/lian/beng.
+ good mornin', good mornin', it's great to stay up late, good mornin', good mornin', to you... -
i am in love with it. i love it. i lurveeeeeeeeeeee it.
teehee.
actually, i was and am designing my own graphic for a new layout, but i got so tired and recently disheartened so i just thought, aiya, fuck it and lets look for strawberry shortcake layouts. and by stwbsc, i mean the character one, not the real cake. haha. i know it's childish but i love strawberry shortcake, she has always been so sweet and ive always loved her as a kid.
anyways, i ended up finding this gem of a skin, and i loveded it. <3
this weeks been depressing and shit, so this skin makes me happy.
anyways. i havent been updating because its hard to blog when you want to write something and yet want to erase it immediately after writing it. i totally get your recent post, steph.
today was pretty bad. my last practical ever, and i screwed it.
screw. hmm. such an innocent tool, it holds things together yet it's name has been abused as a derogatory(is that how is spelt/spelled?) term or as a bad word.
ok, my english is very obviously rusting and rotting away in the far depths of my jaded mind, my jaded brain, a big lump of mass and muscle and blood and miracle (by the Big Man up There, of course). oh, was that a slight tinge of emo i felt? why, i think so.
haha.
ok so i fuck up my last practical and i find out about a couple. and im happy for them, sincerely, i am, but it still hurt, just a tiny bit. i love the both of them and wish them happiness. i just did have a tiny and none-overwhelming crush, but i realise that it's admiration and i guess i regard the him of the couple as a brother. and well, i wish them the best and i hope we stay as really good friends for a long time. i did almost cry though. : P
but immmmmmmk, ya know? sometimes it's better to let go and you feel so much lighter.
and now im having two weeks of break! how cool is that. im just relieved that i can rest now. hey guys, can we like all meet up again sometime soon? i know you guys just started school again, but hey, at least a dinner at good ol' raimah's would be rockin.
oh and the really, really, teeny, girly girl teenager in me has found a new celebrity crush who comes in the form of Zac Efron.
to those who have gasped at this apparent, so-called blasphemy that is *me*, liking a typical teeny-bopper singer, i am truly sorry. but i can't help it. he is so GODAMNED hot. ok, i doubt you even know who he is but he is just too cute and shweet.
dont get me wrong, i didnt fall for his singing. actually, he can sing, just that he obviously falls into the deepest depths of pop music, most definitely. but goodness, he is just so SHWEET LOOKING, and he is just that cute to me. and come on, you gotta love a Mouseketeer!
oh yeah, I got to watch scary movie 4 yesterday. it was really funny but 3 was so much better lah. still, it was really funny yet sad yet fucking hilarious to see Charlie Sheen's last moments in scary movie. come on, it's no spoiler, anyone in the show's death wouldn't be a surprise XD .
grey's anatomy tonight! woohoo! George is so so cute lah. If i met him in real life I'd just give him a really big hug and I'd pinch his cheeks. and maybe ruffle his curly mop on his head. then i can get arrested by the police happily : )
+ singing glory, glory -
yesterday was so damn hot lah. and this years market was so boring, it blew so hard. hardly saw anyone, no old timers, only a handful lah.
and met someone in biker shorts. Z O M G. they were super tight. so so obscene. i wanted to laugh really hard so badly but i didnt want to be rude.
the food was boring too. what the hell, bedek violent? so boring lah. i cannot say that they didnt put in effort but this years market was just...DUDE! BORING!
and oh the girating hips of the hophop dancers. they were so bad that it was... ok yeah its was so bad that is was SO SO BAD, i cant even use irony on this one. you know, 'it was so bad that it was good' thing? yep, can't apply that to this cos it was just THAT BAD.
but at least, got to meet yg and mdm vu! her tummy is sho cuteeee! i felt it, its amazing, awesome. and a lot of teachers have put on weight! some lost a lot too but that was rare. goodness. see? i think ever since our generation left, they started slacking cos the generations after us are just too kental and not that troublesome. haha.
ok lah, must go get ready for work. after work, is x-men for me! haha i know, crazy but yeah.
+ your lips will answer for you, oh my darlin, -