i dont know if it would work out but its a nice thought huh steph?
lessee...yay! We FINALLY went BOWRRING!!!!!!!!!!!
it was so very tremendously entertaining. hoho.
we went to the cathay safra tampinese bowring arrey. i was slightly late..sorry guys. but then, steph managed to come late as well. see...not only me ok...so yeah we made our way there. pretty nice place.
as usual, i and surin trash talked and trash talked. hahaha. always like that. hehe. btw i won the first round, then surin won the second. HUMPH. i think we should do what aruna suggested. best 2 out of 3. or else it would just be a tie. anyways...of course we were a very embarrasing bunch, but hey, were having lots of fun. i could give you every knitty gritty detail, but im sure we're going to be reading at least 2 or 3 blogs thats gonna be talking about our outing as well, so i shall not make other ppl's blog less interesting. lol.
hehehehe. although, there were a few highlights, i must tell. hahahhahaha.
steph said she was destined to be unable to excel in ANY kind of sports, whether pizikaly strenuous or not.
apparently, it is so.
lol. sorry steph. and apparently, bowrring is not zah's forte either...sorry zah. najib, is...on crack when bowling. perhaps he got into the groove from the techno songs banging from the speakers.
i dont think i will ever settle the score with surin. ben plays all fancy and SAI-RAI-US. yes, serious. in the end also kena longkang.
marr is...amazon woman i tells you. the way she just CHUCKS the ball...i mean, thats a few good pounds youre lifting you know! aruna...is relaly good. and also really good at getting splits. heehee..so funny when she gets all fired up.
me? hmm.............i did not want to say this but...
I AM THE BEST BOWRRERRRRR. evar. ok. enough.
then after much debate we decided to play abc to determine where to go next. hahah. so we ended up going to raimahs. heheehehe. and yeah. zah, i relaly, REALLLYYYY wanted to burst out laughing when you angered the old bloke, but seeing as to how mad he looked, i just tahan lah. sooorrryyyy, but it was pretty funny. heheh. imagine if i did laugh though...he'd probably whoop my ass too. so yeah.
jib went off first, then when we arrived aruna went home too. shucks. it would have been fun if everyone was there. oh yeah, then zah too took flight. so we just head down to raimahs and as usual we talked cock, ate prata, freshly made by the prata boy no less. hahahaha. had ais limau. had plain prata. yes, ppl, i drink pretty fast. so? hoho.
yeah..now that i am reminded of it, we never ever, sneeze with our eye lids open. or else it would be our rockets outta their sockets! thats freaky. marr says she has a cousin(?) who can sneeze without closing his eyes? freaky...it all came up since ben sneezed and tried to stop it. listen, you can pop a vein cos of the impact you know. if it can shoot out your eyeballs, then i dont see how it cannot pop a vein of you try block it. hach!*blocks nose*......*is dead*.
took a video too. main cast: benjamin yeo. who does not wnt to see the video. ever. hahah. aiya boy...you dont look funny at all, but it is a funny vid! and marr appears in the end, and so does surins middle finger appears.
haha, so we went off at about 7 ish. yeah, so that sums up what happened for me today.
hahhaa. surin just sent me some vids. freak ass funny.
aiyo. i was FORCED out of bed today. such cruelty!
we are going out for lunch it seems. im so tired leh. anyways...i think i only told yg about this dream i had, so why not, i shall tell you all the dream, since all of us were in it.
The Whale Catchers. Yes, that's what i would like to call it.
one day, all of us, ok, i didnt exactly see everyone's faces, but I just KNOW all of us were there. anyways, we were on the top of a cliff, a drop off cliff, i cant remember much of geography anymore. :P so there was the beautiful and vast ocean before our eyes.
then, a huge black whale appeared at the shore! but the thing is, it seemed like it was going to be a beached whale, and we didnt want the poor whale to be beached, so we all ran down to the shore! the thing is, as we reached the shore, the whale just kept on swimming! swimming so close to the shore! so confusing...then, from nowhere, we were in a jet boat, chasing the thing.
the whale swam and swam, and then, all of a sudden, it swerved away from the beach, and started 'swimming' down the road to the HIGHWAY!!! aiyo.
so, even our boat went onto the road to chase it. it was so scary cos we didnt want the whale to get hurt but we were in a huge jet boat, and we almost hit lots of cars. so in the end, we stopped the boat and hopped into a jeep. i dunno whos jeep that was. haha. and then we continued for a while, but then, we lost track of the whale, simply because some people couldn't close the jeep windows properly. lol. it totally sounds like im on crack. but then again...when do i not sound like so? hmm...
'oh, lyke, we are sooo punk rawk man. let's trade our bling-bling and fashion...lyke.... lyke!'
hahaha. no offence to any real punks. this is just an example of the new age online, IT using 'punk'.
the author of my blogskin's photobucket is full...seeing as her skins are pretty popular, its no surprise, but now, i have no blogskin, and im too lazy to make my own...
bah.
its really hard to find gaanaru or gaashika fics...im so bored. these days are so empty and boring. oh yeah, guys, the next school sunday market is on the 3rd of july, 10.00 or 11.00 am to 5.00pm. we all must go yeah?
and we all just have to go bowrring ok. i mean it.
actually, im scared of becoming an insomniac, so now, im actually sleepy, yes. its only 0902pm and i am sleepy. its a little too early to sleep yeah, considering the unGodly hours i am awake..that most of us are awake lah. sleeping at nine. wahh. i think the days are so boring, that ive nothing productive to do, then when night comes, there seems to be more to do really, especially on the com cos the online communities update around night time, so there's lots of things to see, rather than in the day. i think its also because of the time zone differences. he people are either in america, europe or waayyyy wayy far, so the timing is different. im not sure, but lets say its 9pm here, saturday. it would be about 3 or 4 am (or pm, im not too sure), friday in the us of a.
anyhows, i met syafiq at siglap centre this afternoon! what a surprise. heheh. he and ain were having lunch at kfc. he was waiting outside of the flower shop, ain was in the toilet. heheh. come on lah, syafiq, you know i'm not THAT evil........well...maybe i am. depends on who you are. : D
egads i love reading fanfiction. it's....basically....porn...... WITH plot. hohohhhohohhohoho.
hoh. so.......should i go retire for today?
maybe.
will come back later. i need to bathe actually.
ahh. i managed to blow away 80 bucks in just 2 days. its the worse ive been regarding money.
yes...i know some other people who don't think that's a very large sum, but it is to me. my parents arent the richest people in the world and i am only getting so little pay from my job right now, and it's worse since i never get that many scheduled work days.
so. 50 was for abah's birthday present. me and mama(of course mama pays for the rest, it's more than i can afford!!!) got for him a 6X 1 hour full body massage package! abah loves/NEEDS a good massage. i feel bad that we dont massage him as often. i know, i dread doing it, but he is my abah and anyone would need a good back/foot rub after standing in an aeroplane for 13 hours straight. best gift for abah ive ever gotten. : D
heehee. and so today, i bought a pair of on sale shoes for 19.90. not bad. they're black. i also saw actually prety good looking fake converse high cuts, only for 13 bucks. yup, 13 bucks only. but i didnt like the print so i didnt buy. it was funny. i was looking at shoes when this auntie next to me asked my opinion on which pair of shoes look better. hahaha. i was shocked for a while. i didnt think she was asking me.
then i told her my opinion and she was like, hmm...both are good ah...ok lah, i try try this this that... hahah. then i went off on my own for a while, decided on a pair of shoes. the aunti saw me again and said, ahh....you buying ha?...which one ah? so i showed her which pair i chose and she was like ahh....(turns to friend) nice also what ah? everything here is nice...so i just err...laughed and said bye and went to pay. i also was tempted to buy didi a bag, but i thought, ma would kill me. cos didi actually has another bag..she just doesnt want to use it.
then, i was swindled to donate....ahhhhhhhhhhhh. i feel so annoyed by myself. always kena asked for donations!!! the thing is, i get weedled because one: I AM A CARING AND KIND PERSON. two: THE GUY WAS CUTE.
BAH.
stupidest, thickshit reason, EVER.
anyways, i said, ugh, my parents wouldnt be pleased, cos they dont see the proof that this organization is real. then he said, ok, ah, i can give you my number if you like.
aiyo. i almost jumped. ok, i did, inwardly. i mean, come one, he was cute. and he was readily giving me his number. i asked him if he had a name card or pen and paper cos i didnt bring my hp along. bah.......
in the end, after much sweet talk i gave in.ok. i caved in is more like it.. besides, i really really want to get the hotelstar programme thing, so i thought, even if i am cheated, i was being a kind person anyways...so...i hope He has my back here.....my interview is tomorrow, 1030 am. fuck lah. not the interview, but the fact that i have work tomorrow!!!!
at 12!!!!ahhhhhh. i really didnt want to go to work tomorrow. bahabahabahabah. but luckily, the car is back and repaired. it doesnt even look like its been in an accident. so, abah and mama can send me here and there. sighe. my co manager said i could try ask someone to fill in for me, but i didnt want to cause, i myself never like to fill in for anyone, even if i do its on short notice and after much weedling...so how could i have the nerve to ask someone else to replace me?
ai.
besides...im too shy to call my colleagues...bah. im such a shit head. its just a call.
i dont know why. im no good on the phone. even one of my best buds, calls all the way from indo, and i feel sometimes like im wasting her money on the phone bills, because im not saying what i should or would or could say if i were talking to her in person.
sighe. work. is: shit. is vile cum. is a drunked's piss. is vomit. is diarohhea(sp???) shite. is crusted jizz. is an unflushed toilet bowl of scottland's dirtiest pub.
i was bangla man today again. yeah, i kena wash dishes. i dont mind it really, but today the number of dishes coming was just slightly overwhelming so i have a bit of trouble. and what irritates me the most is that i was scheduled SPECIFICALLY to wash stuff today, yet i still had to help cut some stuff and i had to juggle this and that, had to rush things. i mean, of course i had to help cut stuff, since there wasnt anyone else but the 3 of us. but it gave me the impression that cutting the veg was my responsibility as well, not just washing. but there were so many dishes, and then i had to go back and forth. bah. at least tell me lah before hand. dont trick me into thinking that washing is my sole job for the day. i seriously dont understand why they love to make me cut the veg.
anyways, i'll just endure this thickshit job for only a while longer. ALLAH please, please, please, let this shatec programme be the best thing for me, that fits me. I hope I will get through the interview and get a place in the programme.
then i can REALLy use my new shoes. heehee. kidding. but yeah.
going to kick ass tomorrow.
see you guys soon ah.
so far, today for maya, has been really sucky.
maya's sleep was rudely interrupted when her co-manager called her up just to ask if her dad was home so he could ask him a favour. then, she went back to sleep, then woke up. fine. then, she had brunch (with her brother and mother), which was french toast baked beans and tuna mayo. ok.
then, the sister comes home from school, earlier than usual. she brings home milk bread and a bottle of pepsi twist. maya, is greatful for the drink. maya's sister then proceeds to the freezer, only to find, no ice. NO ICE. can you believe it???!!!!! SUCH A TRAVESTY, A TRAGEDY!!
and of course, you know, maya is just being sarcastic.
a whole tantrum ensues and then something maya particulalry hates arrises.
family meeting. of sorts.
maya is just controlling her rockets in her sockets, because she knows if her mother catches her, she'd be in for it. so maya refrains from rolling her eyes. zaaki, maya's brother, begins to explain just how trivial this matter is. tiara, maya's elder sister, is unhappy and fuming, you'd think she got rid of steam by the way she chucked the empty ice trays onto the table. maya, in a flash remembers the day she wasnt allowed to go to the school's sunday market although it was her last one. the same day she was accused of 'MERADANG-ING'.
then maya goes back to the present time and just stands and listens to arguements. from idiots who put back empty ice trays into the freezer, to maya's mom, saying that she does everything in the house and she is afraid or reluctant to ask us for help, or else we would be unhappy.
zaaki, then says whenever she does ask us, we do it anyway. so what if we look unhappy? we do it regardless. some kids are unhappy, and don't do the work anyway. inside, maya totally agrees. however, maya restrains herself from speaking, cautious of her words, and what might errupt after that. so, she just shuts up.
maya thinks to herself. at least we do help. she knows others who do not do anything at all at home. maya's mom soon tells us about a family who's mother is abused by the husband. her children do all the housework without being told. well, maya thought to herself, mom, you're not being abused. then, maya's mother says that she appreciates everything we do, and that expecting us to do housework like said kids would be too much. ok.
so now, maya just sits down, fuming by her lonesome. thinking over things.
1: just fricking fill the ice trays. it's not a tragedy. no need for explosions and fireworks.
2: from now on, offer her mother help at any given time and day. and at least make her coffee. this, maya never fails to offer and do for her mother. always the coffee.
3: avoid at all costs, family meetings.
mix said liquid chocolate with 1/4 cup of milk or cream in a tall glass/sundae glass. cream would be thicker if you like.
add one to two scoops of chocolate ice cream.
fill glass with seltzer(sparkling water/schweps soda water).
top with whipped cream and cherry. provided you have said ingredients. drink with straw, eat with spoon.
i got this off someone on a chocoholic page. i might just try is out. without the whipped cream and cherry though. i dont have either.
bye.
seriously, dreadfully boring.
so far today, only productive things done were cooking lunch.
other interesting but not so productive things done: read yaoi fanfic, fanart-ed sasuke(thus my msn nick), listen to music. eat. drink. pee. shit. breathe. wow.
maybe i should paint gaara. maybe? perhaps. but its difficult to paint the kanji on his forehead, let alone paint. ai.
what else can i do? its raining, im not so sleepy, ma is ironing, nothing to watch on tv, nothing much to read unless i want to bother searching hundreds of bad stories...how??? i hate being bored.
i feel like bowring. i feel like singing. i feel like making a cake. actually, i could draw some more...sighe...i want to draw my own yaoi manga. now that would be the bomb. but alas. im too lazy to be a mangaka. i mean, its hard for a real mangaka to beat deadlines, so if i didnt have any, i probably would leave my story to rot.
bah. err..lessee....ok lah. lemme recommend you a song to listen to: zero 7-distractions. its slow song, soothing yet angsty at the same time.
ok, no more boredom spawn for now.
Softly opening my heart
If I pull you toward me hard
I'll certainly get through to you better
Well...Living busily, squeezing out everything
My legs get tangled
But I always get ahead with them
Taking it, catching it
If it isn't youIt has no meaning
So, ahh, far off in the distance
The world belonging to you who has grown used to lies
I'll paint it white...
well, that's the basic/loose translation for the song. i like the last phrase of the song.
so bored. yes bored. i feel like doing something productive.
its getting really dark now, mou sugu ame.
my lip i sbust yet again, stupid work lah. once i got my lips bust and it really looked like i got into a fight. well...i wish i did. with ahole and i victoriously win. err...ok. grammatically wrong but whatever. i wish.
damn i hate being bored. i end up blogging this kind of shit.
how would you feel if your dad made you into a monster? how would you feel if all the kids hated you and you didnt know why? how would you feel if your own dad tried to have you assasinated at age 6? how would you feel to have known that your mom died giving birth to you? how would you feel to not be able to sleep at all, your whole life? and none of it is your fault? but still people hate you?
pretty messed up huh? well...im just asking because there's a lot of debate about this one character. i happen to like him so it just beats me why people bash him all the time...
oh. it has started to rain. woohoo.
very le tired. i hitched a ride with an old apek last night. he sent me home. how nice of him. i just raised a thumb and he stopped for me leh. i was surprised. he was a cool apek. i arrived at 12...then the stupid charlie seduced me. so i turned him on. hoho.
then i used charlie till 4. then went to bath and then sleep. sighe. then i woke up at 1246. woohoo. mom is out. pa will come back in the afternoon. haiyo. i was forced to draw out some moola last night. i hate doing that. really i do. it might become a habit. so i really restrain from doing it.
aiyo. i was so pooped out last night i didnt know how to spell maximum. i spelled it as maximal. muahahhaha. and i didnt know how to spell marriage(marriedge, egads man) either. thanks steph, for helping.
haha. fuck. fuck fuck.
i really really really cannot wait to hear from shatec. im sick of waiting and im sick of worrying. my big toe really hurts man. the joint lah.
i dont want to be mean but i was surprised at how one of my cousins actually sounds pretty intelligent. sorry. its just that, she's young and ive never really had a deep conversation with her, ever. she keeps on trying to weedle me into soccer...and taufik. aiyoyo girl.....
bah. i just hate waking up to feel so tired. i miss feeling fresh in the morning. but i guess the freshness is gone since my morning really is noon++.......T___T
I want a ninja boyfriend!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
my advice to guys.
never ever be ungentlemanly. even if you odnt like the girl, dont need to suck up or be extra nice, just be civil and be a gentleman. cos yo never know if she is a murderer, she knows a murderer, or another pretty girl might be watching you being an absolute wanker and get put off by you. and you wonder why you are still single. hmph.
basic thing about tonight. ok ok. then not ok. u clean what u use, is what ahole said. so today i never use, but i end having to clean up all mutherfucking three of said used things. bahhh. not even one person to help me. had to handle really hot and heavy(lol) oil, have to be careful, but expect to do it in split seconds.
so heavy lah. so i was lifting one particularly heavy tin and it was sooo heavy, so i kind slipped, but nothing fell thank goodness but some hot oil splashed onto my fist. i was wearing the protective gloves lah but its not fool proof you know. so i could feel the heat coming to my hand so i flung the glove off quickly.
and only now i realise that some skin on my ring finger is off, and my thumb's nail is slightly fucked at the moment.
bah.........................i feel like puking the whole bottle of green tea i just had.
my head is just fucking pounding. but i still listen to loud music right now. somehow, its soothing.
bye.
i got fucking closing shift dey...wah lao. and i was telling myself to be strong against her weedling. but in the end i agreed. stupid fucked up fry cook i am.
baaaaaaaaaaaaaah. haiya... i cant fucking wait for the interview man...just this one last interview and at least some anxiety can be lifted. bah. i dont know why the fuck there are so many ants on the table.
was so bored. aiyo. currently very worried about abah because he got into a car accident. dont worry though, he is not injured. but i am still worried about him. poor abah. he was driving straight, the light was amber, so he was gonna beat the amber light. then this dumbass from the side drove right into abah's side when the light havent even gone red.
i mean, it takes a few seconds for the light to turn from amber to red. it takes a few seconds for the light to turn from red to green. this fucker is from the side. he has to wait for the amber light to turn red, then to trun green so he can go. havent even green light, LET ALONE, RED, just went off and then bam. aiyoyo.....fuck lah.
very worried. very very worried. veryyyyy worried. fuck you bad drivers. fuck you...
poor abah.
after the longest time, i have finally used a template without making my own. too tired. and its too pretty. ahh.
if you dont like anime/j rock, switch off yer speakers i guess. im in a very naruto mood these days. couldnt help myself.
not gonna take any chances unless i want to lose this post just like mini-me was lost in space.
muahahahhahahaha.
so.
after 2 years...IT'S FINALLY YI GANG'S BIRTHDAY!!!
muahahahahahahaha.
it was fun! we started out at good old kembangan platform. i was surprisingly second! haha. like some kind of race like that.shooreen came first. obviously. then yi gang then aruna came. met najib at tanjong pagar. we were expecting him to come ridingdown the mrt staricase on his dad's vespa.*bopbopbopbopbop* lol. then we went to lagun sari. it felt so mafia lunch-ish cos it was empty,but very cosy and quite dimly lit. the brightness manily came from outside from the windows. so...
the food wasnt bad. most of it was tasty, but we hardly ate the veg. the crispy milk roll was...a mystery and funky tasting.
the tofu crust was just...solid. but it was nice once you could actually break the thing. everything tasted good or ok.
and then it boiled down to the bill. fucking crispy milk rolls! it came up to $88.44!!! aiyoyo. so we all forked out our moola.we were definitely overcharged man. they charged us for the vegetabable wastage i suppose. and they had served us starters, fresh salad and keropok.we thought ok, thats just the start of the meal, like peanuts at a chinese banquet. but the bill came and it stood out,it wasnt part of the buffet! we had to pay for it too!!! what the fuck is wrong with this 'lagun'?!!! you'd thinktheyd tell you before hand what youre paying for. fucking crispy milk rolls i tell you. fucking crispy milk rolls...
so...from there we went down to cine. haiya. fruitless. but we had yi gang's tirmisu that najib bought. yummy! i had no idea it would bethat good. no liqeur what ha najib? hehe. fun. then since we were on the cinmea level, we took lotsa funny pics,most of which i have YET to recieve. yi gang kena stab by orlando bloom from kingdom of heaven. me groping anjelina jolie'sass from the huge cardboard poster of mr and mrs smith. no, i did not grope brad pitt. me and yi gang joinging the partaaayyyfrom the 3-Iron poster. muahahahahaha. yi gang kissing the guy from the 3iron poster. oh yeah, met miss azean azrina, giving out the kotex.heehee. the kind soul i was, i took two packs. hehehe. luckily i didnt get spotted. hehehe. then we went to wisma/take. shop shop shop.
ok lah, more like window shopping/browsing/trying on everything without buying.
aruna looks real man-killer in stilletos...wah. at zara. so crowded.all the aunties wanna hustle.
then then then...walk walk walk. I AM NO SHOPPER PREPARE TO FEEL MY WRATH IF EVER THE SHOPPING HOURS EXCEED MY LIMITS.
i guess it didnt yesterday so its ok. hoho.
finally we just went to wheelock and sat for drinks at coffee bean. talk a lot. lotsa drama from az, heheh. poor girl. you need protection ah?come to me lor. i'll pound those biznatches. ok lah, just joking lah.
then we went home...yi gang so happy hor. got nice presents! got an extra cake from me too. hee...yi gang i hope you are reallyhappy. take your highway code test, learn to drive, then come over and you can drive your dad's taxi or steal my dad's car!muahahahaha. we can go allll the way to malaysia while my parents are on holiday! : D
im glad we got to do this. its kinda theraputic. lol.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY YI GANG!!!!
ps: my parents wish you happy birthday too!
body...paining dey...bah.
my neck is stiff. yes, i took viagra and it got stuck in my throat. yeah yeah yeah.
even my fingers are aching, not just the joints but the skin. 1145 yesterday seemed like 245. that tired. yup. we had breakfast for dinner. yeah, its dort of traditional in my family(as in intermediate, bapak mama abang kakak adik) to do that. haha. sounds funny i know.
once in a while, when no one has gone to the market, no one wants maggi mee, no one wants rice and veg and lauk, no one wants nuggets, yes. we settle for breakfast for dinner.
so for dinner lst night, i had omelette, hashbrowns, sausages. muahahaha. and sometimes we have cereal for dessert. heehee.
and actually, i was happy that i was working with mr r, cos instead of the stupid hiphop/rnb(NO OFFENCE TO FANS OF SAID GENRES) cd, he asked ever so politely, eh, maya, do you like rock? do you mind if we listened to rock? and i was like, go ahead...but inside i was like screaming FINALLY!!!
so we had chemical romance playing...at least i think. haha. im not too knwoledged in chem.romance. marr is the guru here. heehee. but i loved it! i mean, the music was really good, and especially refreshing since i havent listened to them much, and its refreshing because finally, the kitchen was rid off of the usual crappy music.
i just finished watching the first 12 eps of naruto. and i have two new fandoms. heehee.
lemme see. my legs are aching. quite badly. i had work today. hmm. wasnt bad at all. arrrghh. my legs...but...bah.
it rained cats n dogs, i was forced to buy an umbrella. i bought some stuff for cheesecake...didnt get to walk around to shop. the rain lah. i couldnt sleep for at least 2 hours last night. insommnia perhaps?
i unscrewed the screws from the vcd player. yup. took off the top. dumbo lah. cos i wanted to take out the u2 cd that got stuck. yes. its u2. i cant just sit down and do nothing while its stuck!!!
i still have a stomach ache. it hurts....i cant wait to watch arrested development. its fucking hilarious.
i think its high time i change my skin....but i cant seem to find any good ones to put on, and im too tired to design my own............bah. oh. hmm. wait. i think i shall. cos an image just popped into my head. so how could i not use it?! hokays.
beneathe the noise, below the din, i hear a voice it's whispering, in science and in medicine, i was a stranger, you took me in.- u2 : miracle drug
im so tired right now. my eyes were red this morning. i calcualted, estimated that i was awake for quiteee a while. had 6.5 hours of sleep, waking up at 730 am. had whole busy day, then finally slept at 2 am.
anyways. sorry steph! busy day, didnt know if anything was on or off. just get my hp no. next time, msg me lar ah gerrr.
shooreen, i DEMAND i meet your siamese kitty. i shall refrain from using the alternative word to kitty. *shudders*
aroonaaaa: HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!!!!
to rest of teh xi gang: we must go BOWRRRRING.
i retire now.