im dying here........
the anticipation, arggggghhhh. but then again, i dont want to see results either. arggggggh.
shit.
i just came home and found out i was scheduled for work tonight. aiyo. apparently my manager called a few mins before reaching home.
called back and i told her tt earlier in the week i had called to check for sched. the girl(ok, my bad for not asking who it was) told me i was not scheduled for the whole week. so, happy days mate.
then suddenly today, i apparently have accidentally skipped work. sighe. i dont feel too good about that cos they got a replacement and I feel bad about that. but G told me that it was totally fine since they were able to get someone to replace. or else the back of house gonna have more work to do.
i feel kinda bad. but G sounded so nice about it, and I did apologise profusely and she said it was totally ok. I mean, its not my fault because i had called, and the girl who picked up told me I was jobless for the week what. so.....I guess its not too bad. so ok lor.
GUYS, I'm real sorry you guys can't come. frankly i was and am fuming mad lah. i mean, im not being a spoilt brat but whats so wrong with having some company at home? i dunno lah, fuck it, i dont care. humph.
it's so fucking hot. wohooooo.......damn.
eeyaaaaaaaaaaaaah.
farking hotttttt.
*fans self*
la dee da, la dee da, la la.
arrrrrrghhhhhhhh.
why is it so hot????
i mean, if its gonna be so hot, at least melt my fats away. but now. only sweat, yeah, but that's not enough. BAH.
no time for blogging. only time for bathing.
and boy touching.
: D
good night.
elijah knows. he knows. hahaha. i saw this vid clip where he's on a chat show, so they were talking about the girth of the fan base of lotr. its soooooo funny cos he was talking about how fanatical the fans are. they write stories, FANFICTION (aiyo, I really burts out laughing so hard at this one.) and fanart. FANART! hahahahahha. then he says:
I wish..I wish I could remember the website address cos haha well they have fanart, art drawn by fans, their own depictions of the lotr, and most of them are homosexual images (everyone is laughing hard)! like, frodo and sam, aragorn and boromir...uhh..uhh...oh, LEGOLAS AND GIMLI (his face is just. haha. he is really freaked out by that pairing! the audience is howling by then). hahahah. my God.
i mean, they know...hahaha. it was so surreal. i mean, you think hey i got new reviews for my lotr fanfic and then...well......for all you know, either the flamer or your greatest reviewer could be one of them.......the lotr cast. aiyo!!!!!!
i think they found out about the fanart because a fan had printed out a pic of merry and pippin slash. they gave it to dom and bills. and i think they got the website url from there, thus.....hahaha. aiyoooo.
i just hope elijah's abstinance finally gets crushed by all the slash fanfics on the net and finally succumbs to confess his eternal love to dom. otp. yay.
my head is going to explode! first, i get a headache at the start of supper, then, i go home, check lj, then......BOYS TOUCHING POST.
not that its bad. but my head is still gonna explode. EGADS. the hotness. wow that is one quick fix.
i just love the theme!
ewan mcgregor. jonathan rhys mayer. add them together and you get:
holy hotness batman!!!
and colin farell.......well.....not really into him BUT.......he loves boy touching. so...well he scores some points. goodness. he really.....gets into the groove with jared leto. yikes.
woah. my mouth is dry. my whole fat body is gonna explode now. alan rickman???boy touching??
la dee da, la dee da, la la.
the irony. i love my computer but lately, particularly yesterday, I just wanted to smash it to smitherenes.
i was adjusting this picture on adobe for about a good 40 minutes when the dumbfuck computer had an error and had to fucking shut down/restart. it was gone. my whole 40 minutes just gone down the drain. fuck.
sighe. i really really wanted to cry. i teared becaue it was just so frustrating!!!!!
since when do people cry over computers? well now we do.
AAAARRRRRRRRGHHHHH.
anyways, surin kumar, you all are most welcomed but not now. im not in the mood. im a bit too stoned and delirious and worried to entertain. sorry guys.
le sighe.
i know we're all scared and all, but well, all the best to everyone. hopefully we cry for joy. and if you';re still joyous, and don't cry, I'll kick your balls, then you'll cry.
and I have finally succeeded in making my own ice cream. seriously. it rocks. if u want some come over ya? anyways, i really need to get cracking at writing. sighe.
i know it sounds crazy but i am so happy i have my period now. hahaha. i was realy scared because it seemed to have gone on a holiday or something. but its back now. haha.
i had a waicked romantic dream this morning. not the you're-still-conscious-and-you-imagine-it-yourself- kind-of-dream. hahaha. i dreamt i met Jude Law.
sweet...........
it was nice. he was so nice. his smile. sighe. i think he was sitting on a bench in a mall. haha. a mall for goodness sake. anyways, i spot him and say hey! It's you! Jude Law! And he says Yeah real sweetly, and I ask if he's real and I softly prod his cheek. I can remember ok. His cheek was soft. hahahahahahaha.
reaaaaaalllllllll soft. and then he laughs and i sit down next to him.
we talk about things then I ask if I could hold his hands. he said yeah why not and we cupped hands. but i haha asked him to lace our fingers instead. and he says my fingers are sorta rough.
*cries* ...then i say i work at a restraunt and he goes : ohhhh.......i see..... and then we lace fingers.
then i kiss him on the cheek. and he returns the kiss. then i kiss him once more and then he hugs me from behind(how thats possible, i dont know. it was a dream damn it. we were sitting side by side. how he can hug me from the back, i do not know. he is Jude Law God Of Sex anyways. ok. Second, G.O.S.). i am happy. then...
i wake up. BAHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.
now that, is a rocking dream eh? hahahahaha. talk about good dreams huh. hopefully this dream makes you dream of it too, so it's all happy days mate.
i am le tired. le fatigue! le fatigue!
im gonna sleep soon but i really really wanna listen to the trouble with love is...aarrggh. damn it lah. i cunt donwload anything! in fear of getting a saman. haiya...........and i recently bought damien rice o's album. its......interesting. its very soothing lah, i love his voice quality. its very nice. he has good voice control which gives his songs texture.
i love it. but i didnt announce to anyone i bought it. firstly, mom would kill me for 'wasting' my money, secondly, i dont care. why should i have to tell anyway? but i do feel that maybe my mom would like some of the tracks. theyre very soothing.
anyways......
I had a very weird and strange and scary dream. scary thing about it is that it is also very fresh and vivid, unlike many other more important dreams.
ok. so i dreamt im at someone's house. it appears to be my favourite colleague's(yes he's my fav cos he's extra nice to me) house. its nice and all. then he comes in and i just ask: so, are you single or taken? then he says: I'm MARRIED.
and then I get angry and jealous. THEN, then, then........he says: I'm married to......him.
did you hear something? that was my jaw hitting the floor. : O----------->O *thud*.
as he says that, a figure, a guy comes in, but I can't see any definition of the guy. thankfully, actually, or I'd never be able to look at the two the same way again, ever. *shudders*
anyways, then his husband leaves, and I somehow manage to ask: so......any kids?
then he says: Yeah! We ADOPTED! (he says adopted *really* clearly. maybe he thought I *really* believed in MPREG O__o )
and i also can't remember if i really saw any kids but i do believe I saw a son......sorta. ai......how disturbing.
and so, my shock really took over my jealousy(i was seriously jealous. i wanted to kick his balls). hahahah. it's sooo............scary. and frightening. and strange. crazy.
aaaaaaaaaarrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrgghhh.
haha.
dont get me started on the result collection. just fuckget about it.
anyways, work was pretty good today. i worked 2 hours overtime. yay. for special/overtime/dunnowhatoccasion, I get 6.25 instead of 4.5 so tts good.
but......he didnt come. oh well, its ok. and today i found out that supposedly, the stair case on level 2 or 3 is haunted. cos the ppl who smoke, meaning, everyone except moi, go to smoke there.
oops. gtg now visiting nenek T. bye.
and all the roads we have to walk are winding.........and all the lights that lead us there are blinding.........sighe.......
cause maybe.......youre gonna be the one that saves me.......and afterall.......youre my wonderwalllll..............lala. haha. damn. got work tomorrow. need to sleep lah fuck.
i really wish i didnt have work tomorrow. i feel very unwell as of late and the kitchen is either too hot, too cold, too cramped, to busy. i feel sick just thinking about it. i mean it. i really feel unwell, and I hope the restraunt is as un-busy as some bums bumming at home. : P
and i refuse to work double shift this time. I kinda gave Mr T a begging face to not let me do closing cos i fuck it up. he just laughed and he said Ok. i hope he means it. cos if he asks, then i'll either say a straight no, or no, but I can linger till 6. NO LONGER THAN THAT. or i will seriously puke.
sighe. too tired. le fatigue.
i am very very stuck on Oasis' Wonderwall right now. sighe.
its still hot sticky and humid. but at least i have my green tea with me. arrggg...
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well. i HAD to say SOMETHING!
i have a bust lip. and it kinda really hurts...
errg.
i need to sleeeeeeeep. but zah is sending me that me/ash(?) song. i think the end is nice but a little spoiler-ish. i mean, i have nothing against eminem but it totally doesnt match, since he's fucking rap and the rest is rock.
and i am having a cd spree urge. urgh. i realy really want to. cos............
my PAY is here! checked it just now. its in!!!
and the increase in the numeros......arrghhhh. the temptation to go to any cd shop is killing me.
need toooooo surpress........cd buying.......urges............aaaahhhhhhhhhhhhh.
and that imusic thing is so crap. they dont have a section for either blur or oasis. wtf?
i am torn. i really want to get oasis/john mayer/err.....aarrgg i was just thinking about it.....aaah. nevermind.
i woke up at a record time. 11. before 12. masyAllah..(or however you would spell it.)
eventhough i was the last to turn out the lights. boy. i am very tired. im worried. as much as i hate the red tide, i can't recall when was the last time i had it, and it seems a bit worryingly absent. whats wrong with me??? im really worried.
i know mine is irregular but come on! where are you?????
anyways, i think im going down for breakfast.
we made cookies, but its for kakak's classmates. i dont have anyone to give cookies to anyways. haha. theyre v day cookies. all different shapes plus of course the <33333 ones too.
their icing is a really nice pink! oh well, to get into the ultimate cheesy mood anyways. we wanted it blue at first, but then decided to go with the pink which still looks gorgeous anyhoo.
aarrgggghhhhhhh. i just wish the heat would sweat my fat away. itd do me wonders. anyways, tonight was pretty good. good stuff to watch. or at least oggle at. first there as Phenomenon, Travolta, gorgeous. made me cry.
then....there was TT, haha. the first episode ever that I have yet to watch prior to just now. then.....there was Signs! Only one person comes to mind. KITTEN!!!!!!!! yesh, my kitty kat is in Signs, so I had to sit there and oggle. and Bo/the actress is so cute. she's so small and short, you can hardly see her in some scenes cos its focusing on the taller people and she's totally cut out of the scene! how cute.
then, there was POTC. yay. i just love being a geek sometimes. haha. all the acronyms. hahaha. got to oggle at his Highness Johnny Depp, my future ex-in-law(Didi has her eyes on him, so he's off limits ya? : D ) and the very single Orlando Bloom. yeehaw. oh well and if you think Keira Knightley's much ample cleavage is a plus, then hey, tonight's tv was pretty good.
had spaghetti. i was sad because to me it tasted like salsa!!! I cooked it today. somehow it tasted...'off'??? maybe. i thought it tasted like salsa to me. aaaarrrrghhh.
ok. done. and Im so exhausted from making my FINAl reply to some person on LJ to leave me be. grr. but enough of that piece.
i cried a bit before mom came to come home with me from kembangan. i was just so frustrated at myself and other people at work.
it was all good until i had to work double shift last minute. it all went down down down after that. and to think, it was 3.00 and i was thinking, hey, only one hour to go till im done but then at 7.00 i was thinking, hey, I was supposed to go home 3 hours ago. then it went on to the hours of the night. and still, some idiots still wanna makan at 9.30. I was thinking at 9.00, oh no, half an hour more, I hope no one comes. last order is at 9.30 see. BUT. they came. and came. and i was at the fryer station. so not only do i get rushed to fry multiple things, CHIPS FIRST, then KID'S MEALS FIRST, then adult meals and such. it was so frustrating. everyone is shouting their heads off, and I didnt hear anyone say sweetnsour, and if everyone was shouting like barbarians, how come i didnt hear it? Its not my fault and really I didnt hear it. why is it that just because im a newbie its my fault...by default. haiya.
and i didnt even want to fry that last night. then since i was at the fryer, I was forced to wash the fryers. all by myself. its so hard and dangerous you know!!!
first, i have to put the metal tin underneathe the fryer and strain the oil into it. the fucking hot oil, yes. then, i have to carry the tin out. of course with proper heat proof gloves but still. have to be careful so the hot oil wont slosh out and fry my skin right?
then have to wash it lah. thats not so bad. then dry with cloth. oh yeah, need to put a normal tub underneathe while washing as well, tapiskan also lah then can throw the water away. so everyting was fine, until the last moment. I was pouring back the oil for a fwe seconds then, I realised. I havent closed the tap yet!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
so i guess l/4 or 1/3 of the oil flowed out.......oh shit.........sighe. i was all oh fuck oh fuck and immediately stopped pouring and had to close the tap. sighe. i know jalal was irritated but e was more patient with me, so he didnt scold me or say anything, I guess he just trusted me to fix it. which i did. then i thought at least some one else would help me with the second one, but no chance...............sighe. so i had to do it, this time, correctly but still. I was already upset and flustered and upset that I had slowed things down. i felt so sad. i seriously am probably the most fucked up person of the crew.
i felt really sad. it really makes me doubt if i can have a restraunt of my own, with all the shit thats happened. i mean, its wasnt so bad. i wasnt scolded or screamed at at all. i guess its just that i am a nice and quiet person, so they cant bear to scream their heads off at me because I have never given them trouble, like being late or rude or exaggeratingly slow or disrespectful.
the thing is, i may look lembut but i am not. i may be quiet and not shout like a barbarian but that doesnt mean i am useless in the kitchen.
i just dont want them to have the basic idea of me as a lembek girl who only *thinks* she can make it at the back of the house.
frankly i do not give a damn of what they think i am personally. I dont need for them to think im 'cool' or what have you. i just want them to know im not weak and I usually kick ass in the kitchen. im just not comfortable with them yet. or even.
so there. one of my worst days at work.
EVERYFUCKINGONE, IM "BUSY" AND JUST GO AND HOP INTO A CAB
AND LAUGH HEARTILY, WHILE SOMEONE ELSE IN THE LINE IS THINKING,
HEY, I HOPE MY FAMIGLIA IS NOT HUNGRY AT HOME WAITING FOR ME TO
COME HOME AND COOK DINNER.NO THIS IS NOT AN ANGRY SUBTLE
MESSAGE TO SOMEONE I DONT KNOW. IM JUST RELEASING FRUSTRATION IN
A BETTER WAY, WELL, MUCH BETTER THAN BEATING SOMEONE UP.ITS
A FUCKING TAXI STAND DONT JUST GO TO THE FRONT OF THE LINE AND
EXPECT TO GET A CAB IN ONE SECOND. YEAH YOURE GOING THE SAME WAY,
FINE, BUT YOU KNOW WHAT, THERE MIGHT HAVE BEEN SOMEONE BEHIND
YOU GOING THE SAME WAY TOO. SINGAPORE IS SO FUCKING SMALL EXCUSE
ME YOU COULD HAVE BEEN JUST ANOTHER NEIGHBOUR OF THEIRS, JUST A FEW LEVELS BELOW OR ABOVE IN THE SAME FLAT SAME NEIGHBOURHOOD.IF YOU THINK YOU CAN GET AWAY WITH SHARING A CAB WITH SOMEONE
GOING IN THE SAME DIRECTION, WHY NOT YOU GO ASK EVERYONE ELSE IN THE QUE WHERE THEYRE GOING, SO EVERYONE CAN GET ON THE SAME CAB AND GO HOME SO THEY WONT DIE IF THEY ARE LATE FOR SOME DINNER PARTY.
watched the choir at yg's! heheh. so niceee........got yummy sweets and stuff at yg's, and ANG BAO!!!
yeehaw!
yg's mom is super lucky. she only needed to give one of her son's friends moola. : D
ooh! i finally got to meet Ashley, Turtle, Ganja&Co, and Lizzay. ok lah, its Lizzie, but i like to pronounce it that way. Lizzay..........ey.
hehe. need to go down now. will talk longer next time.
im bored. i just woke up and my right ear feels.....funny. like sorta deaf/stuffed/muffled.
im reading a very nice fic, however.....a few chapters later, im kinda confused if I still like it or not. its like...the story is great and all but because the rest of the chapters are based on the war, a lot of things are twisted and compromised to fit the mould of the base of the story, so Im not sure if I like it as much anymore.
conclusion: Don't save characters who die in the book. It just doesnt work, as much as you like the character.
it seems quite indecent!
haha. ma is in twouble. haha. not really, but maybe. ok im going off now, abang wants to eat breakfast.
i am so happy. hahahaa. over the moon. woah. wa.
ok i must remember...fic...a second chance...or summat like tt.
HAHAH.
"An elf and a dwarf havin' a secret. It's indecent I tell ye."
thats hilarious. oh well i guess i'll continue some other time cos i wanna watch gto right now.
i really wanna watch gto but pa is watching some simfoni tani thing on tv. although im not interested, im glad i watched a bit of it because i got to hear this new artist sing one of my absolute favourite malay songs, Lagenda, by Sheila Majid. She rocks by the way. I used to listen to her all the time in the car when I was younger. i love that song. so nice.
too bad i have no means of downloading it. one, its real old, two, its malay, 3, i dont think anyone has it to share anyway.
bah.
sighe.
this week's theme is great. sighe. i love arrested development. and uncle eddie. he's the best. wowie. i wish i had the time and programme to make better icons. hmm. i hear michele(?)buble from downstairs. haha. i think hes to scared to sing original songs.
ive caught a sudden cold. my nose is all runny now. i think im gonna make icons now. shush. if anyone here has a really nice U2 pic, please send it to me so i can icon it. oooh boy. im having a headache coming on and im starting to sweat i think im really sick now.
ttfn, tata for now.
Happy CNY to all my china friends!
hope you guys get stuffed with yusheng and get bloated. haha. enjoy lah. just dont drink too much k?
anyways......
i am very happy this afternoon. hehe. he has crumbled...hahaha.
aiya if u wanna know ask me when we are out and not on the phone. i hate talking on phone for too long. end up sounding stupid.
am talking to fazy right now. haha. she is funny. asked me for the funny pimping viggo pic, which i need to delete right now. its too nudey.
but its friggin funny lah.
byebye. ttfn.
please PLEASE watch this. its funny. basically it is a spoof of the Badger Badger, Mushroom, Snake flash movie. excet that it has Harry Potter. it is funny.
AND....for darling marr, the pics of Jude I promised to post.
two of my absolute fav Jude pics. theyre lovely. the gayness just makes him hotter. yup.
hokay. haha. wha? haha.
im not working until saturday!!! im dying of boredom!!!
anyways, had nice lunch with Bills just now. gelare. im full now. had the mushroom pasta. although i think my bill was wrong, i think i need to pay 1 buck for the extra cheese? but she didnt key it in. perhaps she was just nice so she thought one buck is too much for just an extra sprinkling of parmesan? i dunno. but i myself was reluctant to pay extra for cheese, but i thought if the cheese was nice grated cheddar or mortzerella, why not? but it was the normal parmesan cheese, so hell no, im not paying one buck for a small amount of fairy dust.
it was nice though. we talked about a lot of stuff.
hey is it true that the school's sunday market is this week? if not, i wanna go!!! whee!!!
as much as i hate to admit it, it feels pretty good to visit school. wait. i think it feels nice cos you know you dont need to be associated with it anymore.
HAH. YAY.
aarr. i am seriously broke. bust. haha. i need a good twentysomething bucks for something, and then i already payed for damn nice but ex lunch. i mean, its not a thousand bucks ex, but still. not the usual price id pay for a simple lunch.
hmm. i think i am going to play final fantasy vii, the best absolutely best ff ever, now. bye.
arrggh. siblings can be so annoying sometimes. aarggh. too long a story. nevermind. I rather it blow over and be forgotten, and i wouldnt want to read about it again by talking about here.
sighe. i realy am constipated right now. serously. i feel so sick. blah.
i cant get that stupid usher song out of my head. lovers and friends i think. sighe.
oh! yeah ok shooooreeeen. the link is here. huzzah!
OOPS. haha. wow. that's fast. sorry Surin, the community was deleted! Woah. that's fast. I guess the commnuity brought about too much conflict and too many f words in every sentence written, and people going to other people's journals and argueing there. sorry dude. was thinking of joining but i didnt want strangers to travel to my journal and fuck mine up as well. and now, its deleted. too bad.
but seriously, i dont blame the person for creating that com. they post lots of pics they find on the internet and people have their opinions. ALL of the pics there made me wanna gag and puke. they were so friggin ugly. even if i am fat, i couldnt even sympathize the some fat punks there! horrendous!!! freaky, puke-inducing punks.
and then there's this pro-punk comm. but they are seriously just fashion victims. practically, the WHOLE damn com is a trading page for poseurs to trade their fashion with other poseurs. EVERY SINGLE POST on that com is about someone selling/trading these UBER COOL flats, wrist accesories, body assecories, make up, tops, shoes, striped tops, Against Me hoodies/t-shirts(those are so lame. so drama/emo. i lick my lips. a familiar taste i taste. oh, i know what it is. CHEESE and CORN.), GOD PLEASE SAVE THESE SOULS, VICTIMS OF FASHION.
absolutely NOTHING to do with being a punk. its just. FASHION.
do you really realllly need to show to people who you are by just the clothes on you? Of course it does do that somewhat but are you that boring you have to sell your personality by some clothes you wear that brand you as a punk?
HAH. lame.
well I am bored. so bored. and in pain. my wisdom tooth is growing on the right upper side. it hurts a lot, and i think another one is gonna come out from just beneathe it on the lower gum. it hurts.....i cant chew properly because i try to push my food to the left side. went out yesterday and was eating bk and somehow i managed to chew funny and now my right gums hurt badly.
sighe. i dont know if im going to work tomorrow. might or might not.
haha. i founf this anti-punk community. it was funny. although theyre united on anti-punk, they themselves argue and fuck each other off for the fun of it. confusing really.
do you prefer curry meat or curry fish? i prefer fish. pa just asked. heheh. i love the fairly oddparents!!! timmy is so cute and cosmo and wanda is the ultimate OTP!!! I absolutely love Cosmo. He is so dumb but he is just so endearingly idiotic. haha. i love his hair. and I love Wanda because she's such a sweetheart and all. Her hair rocks too. I love the fact that Cosmo is decked in the whole working outfit with the tie. its so cute!
its sharp wit and humor is just the best ever. even people like Jay Leno and Billy Crystal like to guest star on the show. did you know that John Rhys Davies(GIMLI SON OF GLOIN , eats elves for breakfast) lends his voice to Spongebob Squarepants as well??? He is the manta ray villain guy. its so cool. because John is kinda serious, and to appear on SBSP is just cosmic...
I think spongebob and patrick are so, shagging. seriously. haha.
lets go bowling and lepak again ok duckies?
oh yeah guess what? I met Taufik in the toilet. he was seeking refuge in the girls toilet because he thought he wouldn't be caught dead there. but he is a fool. he forgot to lock the door. he was tired and all, face in hands, and sitting on the toilet seat and I said, "don't worry, the period cramps come and go. No biggie."
http://funnyjunk.com/pages/world.htm/ --->i know this one ive posted before but its classic man.
http://funnyjunk.com/pages/awesome.htm
http://www.funnyjunk.com/pages/arnie.htm/ ---> this one is just.....WIERD.
http://www.funnyjunk.com/movies/56/Mean+old+folks/stream
http://www.funnyjunk.com/movies/51/Kitty+Cat+Dance/stream --->teh cute!
aiyo. its kinda sad that i have no hate taggers at all but then again, i tend to get affected too easily. thats one of my problems. I am either extreme of the whole 'being affected' thing. I can either take it too lightly or too hard/easily. which is bad for both situations.
eh MADAM Vu...sorry I keep on forgetting to send ya the recipe. will do so soon ok? its a but tedious lah, i have to re-type everything. dont worry, its not that we are selfish. im just lazy. : P
yeah.......i made teriyaki chicken today. and it really tastes like teriyaki! really! ahh. weeha.
oh yeah! i watched part of a bjork video just now. it was cool. sorta creepy though. somehow, perversely, it was one of the most nicest vids ive ever seen. yes, in a perverse way. haha. she was on a wooden water ramp thing in an amazonian jungle set thing. a beautiful snake just slithered up between her legs, and then to were her legs connected and she stroked it. you get what i mean now dont ya. perversely beautiful. haha.
i feel so full.......and uncomfortable. and sick. argg.
i need......tea. lots of tea. and ice. aarrggg. urrgh. ooh...ahh???blah.
i woke up at 1 o.c today. wow. i made a black forest gateu yesterday. personally the cherries should be sweeter and more sour. bah. but it was my first ever 'decorative' cake and it tasted good for once! hapiness.
i think i'll go down for breakfast. hah. breakfast at 1. wowie. i woke up at 5.30 am just now because i was having massive cramps. they were so fucking bad i just had to get up from the bed and seek refuge in the toilet. haha. it really hurt!
are cramps and menstruation God's form of minimal punishment for women's daily wrong-doings? haha. maybeh....?
full of desperation, it was so...i dunno how to describe but I might be sick..... but his voice was ever so..... beautiful. he was only what...19? when River died. tragic, but I always thought Joaquin was the better looker. heh.
but anyways, there are 3 morals of this topic which I have brought up. Joaquin's voice is one of the most or perhaps *the* most beautiful speaking(singing is totally different) voices I have ever heard, and secondly, River's death was a tragedy and lastly....
Who the hell gives a FLYING FUCK about Keanu Reeves?????
if you want some just use em. you can credit me though ; P
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and of course the constipated jap man is a new one as well.
ahhhhhhh.
im le tired.